I killed Myself for a better me

I don’t want to have traitors within me. The best way to do it is to kill the current me and work to acquire the new me whom I dreamed of.

Situation has reached to the edge of patience.

Fear is a good weapon by which anyone can be controlled.

Fight till I beat the biggest beast in me and to give a clear message to myself and my mind.

It’s like a possessed human fighting with himself to get back his own identity.

Tomorrow’s sun will see a different version of me.

This battle will last for a long time. But from morning wake up call to night sleep in call, I should be the one who should control the mind. Not the mind controlling me any more.

my mind knows my weakness and my strength, I should also know my minds weakness and strength,

I want to win this battle then I have to be better than current me

noticed, fear of “what others think”, fear of dying, fear of living, fear of dreaming, fear of coming second, fear of losing the race, fear of failing in exams, fear of god, fear of human and even fear of own reflection and shadow.