Caitlin Kelly

i’m

not sure

what

love is

cause my

mind has fooled

me before,

but

if this

is what i think

it is

then,

i’m in love

with you

even after all that

i can still

look into your

eyes and be

unable to

hold back

a smile.

it’s you

it’s always been you

it will always be you

my imagination

must be

wild

if i still

think

you’re

coming

back

grades are

more important

than my

mentality

you’re probably

more in love

with the memories

than the person

you created them

with.

it’s fucking terrible to love someone but live in fear that they’re

going to leave or hurt you.

we’ll break someone else’s heart

before they break ours.

because we’re scared

we don’t want to be the one hurt, or broken

we’d rather be the asshole that dumped someone.

there’s

a difference

between

living

and

existing

this chapter is about saving yourself when no one else will. they can’t hear the demons taunting you in your head and they can’t feel your heart weeping through the silence.

i’m really

really

good at

lying

i’ve been

telling people

“i’m fine”

now for

four years

it must suck that life

is so painful to the ones

that try to

enjoy it