“I don’t know what to do,” Turtle says. She is beginning to cry and flushes with annoyance. Anything can make her cry now. A week ago, she’d been in the living room doing her independent study reading when Anna screamed from the shower. The blood had drained out of Turtle, run out of her face and out of her guts and down to her feet and left her cold and, somehow, with no memory of crossing the intervening space, Turtle had been at the door and the door had been locked, and Anna had yelled from the other side, “Stop! Turtle, it’s fine! It’s fine!” and Turtle had stepped back and thought, you have to get through this door, and the doorjamb tore away and then she was in the steam-filled bathroom, Anna leaning around the shower curtain saying, “Turtle, it was just a spider. It was just a spider, it startled me,” and Turtle had leaned back against the wall and cried then, too, her heart hammering and hammering, and Anna had come out of the shower, dripping everywhere, and she’d knelt down beside Turtle and put her head against Turtle’s head and said over and over again, “It’s okay, Turtle. It’s okay. Nobody’s going to hurt you,” and Turtle had been unable to say anything, couldn’t even say what she was worried about, had wanted to
say, I know, I know nobody’s going to hurt me, but she’d been unable to stop crying.